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Remembering and Trying to
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Remembering and Trying to
Forget |
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I no longer know
what to do anymore Don’t know my purpose; what am I here for? I used to want to try to help everybody I wanted to try and find my life’s melody. But those days are over and I can’t go back I need to clear my mind; get back on track. Still, I can’t help wishing that then was now I wish I could go back in time somehow. Because those were good times with you at my side When you loved me for who I was inside. But now when I think of you, tears come to my eyes Though it doesn’t take long before a trickling tear dries. It’s so hard to smile when you have a broken heart, I need to forget the past so I don’t fall apart. Painfully slowly into darkness I fall I only wish that I didn’t regret it all. Forgetting everything is just so hard; I can’t suddenly heal and stop being scarred. I pause in my writing as a tear falls to the ground I scream so loud yet without making a sound. Hour after hour I will continue to weep, Though eventually exhaustion will put me to sleep. In my dreams I will realize something so true: Even though you hate me, I still love you. |
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