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Hardest Choice
Ana, Age 13, Heath Springs, SC

Iím not in the mood to break you down,
Havenít been feeling like itís time to take you down
I wanna break you now, save you now
Never knew that I loved you until you were gone
Always knew that I had you, it was in your voice
To let you go was the hardest choice

I cannot take this anymore
You left me lyiní on the floor
I donít want this love to be a war
You always leave me broken and sore
When you let this blood pour

Coming in
Going out
Feeling this without any doubt
Loving you,
Hating me
Letís see how this will be.

You left my heart wounded
Find out that I love you?
I soon did.
Having all of these scattered thoughts makes me feel stupid
You yourself are so very ruthless

I made my wish for you
Eleven Eleven PM
Feeling like this is a new sin.
Loving you,
Yeah itís the way it shall begin.
Soon my life will be for what I have to fend

Coming in
Going out
Feeling this without any doubt
Loving you,
Hating me
Letís see how this will be.

Like all true loves, ours had to end
With a kiss
My heart will mend
With a hug
Iíll love you in this sin.

Coming in
Going out
Feeling this without any doubt
Loving you,
Hating me
Letís see how this will be.

Lying on the bed,
Pale white face and messed up head
I checked on you every hour, made sure you were still breathing
Just to make sure you werenít deceiving me.
Iíve loved you from the moment we met.
I need you even still today.
Donít run away.
Tell me these words I wish to say.
Every morning, everyday.

How can I believe
Whatís trying to receive my thoughts
My questions.
Clairvoyant,
You know all.
Wonders fill my mind
I get caught up in the gleam of your eyes.
Just like a child, you want to be my friend.
You want to be the one whom I call over and over again.

I just want to
Just want to be here with you
Never mind the feelings that come through
Never mind the long silences we endure
How obscure of me
To believe all of what I am told.

When Iím with you all my troubles go away.
All of the world fades to gray.
Why canít this happen everyday?

I donít want to
I just canít do
This
I canít say goodbye
These tears I will cry.

I guess Iím just afraid
Of loving you
Of hate
I canít let go
I refuse to leave!
I refuse to be
The one
Your one and only
Without you Iím so lonely

We talk about how much you want to hold me
About how much my kisses mean to you
But, the magic fades away
The gray turns to colour
My world is back again
I canít escape reality with you
Youíre no longer my lifeline
Youíre no longer the one I long for
The one I need

I can say goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Iíll just watch your plane fly away
Wish I hadnít said this
Wish I hadnít wrote that note thatís in your hands this very moment.
Goodbye my friend,
I love you.
 

 

 
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