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Torn
Taylor, Age 13, Shanghai, China

                     
I'm torn in two, yet in one place.
I'm telling myself one thing, yet also telling myself another.
My heart is telling me one thing, yet also another.
How is this possible?

There is a battle raging inside of me, yet everything is calm.
No one knows what I'm going through, yet everybody understands.
My conscience is telling me two different things.
Who do I listen to?

When I'm away from him, it is easy to say one thing,
Yet when I'm near him, I only think one thing.
The opposite of the other from before.
What should I do?

What should I do if I can't think straight?
What should I do if the side of me that can't get over it wins,
and it turns into disaster?
What should I do?
What should I do?

Who do I listen to?
Myself? Or other people?
People always tell me to think for myself,
Not to let other people influence my decisions.
But what if my decision is the wrong one?
What if I can't get through it?
What if?
What if?

Someone has to help me,
But there is no one to turn to...
Not in a situation like this.
Do, or do not?
Do, or do not?

My whole life is torn, and I can't seem to fix it.

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